Fitness..

I've recently started going to the gym and actually working out instead of just saying I was going to go or going and just working long enough to break a sweat. However as of lately I find myself looking for any excuse not to go, I don't have time, I'm too tired, I really need to do this or that, anything really. It seems that once I get in the swing of going its great and I have no issues getting there and doing what I have to do but then I miss a day and I get into the habit of not wanting to go. I really need to find that motivation and find a way to keep it.

Another thing I find myself struggling with is my diet, I have no problem eating healthy and making the right choices but when it comes to saying no to the unhealthy options or that dessert, I always find myself wanting it and fighting myself over eating it or not.

Y'all the struggle is real.

-Ash

Why?

As I'm sitting here doing my school work for the week, I get to thinking that this class is impossible (even though I know it's not, I'm just getting frustrated). I was never one that was good at math, and thats exactly the class I'm in this semester. My head is spinning.. and it leaves me with the question of why?

Why is math so difficult for me?

Why does it come easy to some? But not others?

No matter how much I study this subject I pass by the skin of my teeth and I still find myself completely confused.

Like seriously who is going to use linear equations in everyday life.. Well unless you're a scientist or a mathematician but I'm not of those.. So why do I need to suffer through this class?

Do any of you have a class or subject that seems utterly impossible to you? How do you get through it?

I'm so confused.. Someone help!

-Ash

It's been..

Four months since I posted on a blog I created and told myself I could continue, even if it's the one thing I actually stick with. But as we can all see I haven't been to good at that, I really need to work on keeping up with things, just like I keep up with the Kardashians (it's a guilty pleasure.. don't judge we all have them).

What's happened in the past four months since the last post?

I've worked, went to school (should be doing that school work now..but nah), I've travelled and I've loved and I've lost.

My job in health and wellness is my favorite, I love helping people better their lives and watching them better others lives as well. It's such an incredible feeling!

School.. Who likes school? It has its moments. But if I want to continue accomplishing my goals I have to tell myself "suck it up buttercup" and keep on with that schooling no matter how draining it is.

Traveling, we all know its my favorite past time. I haven't done much yet this year, but I have been to Nashville already and am planning a trip back soon.. Because it's Nashville and I love it.

I'm getting ready to head out to South Carolina next week for the album release party of a very good friend of mine. Its his DEBUT album! How exciting is that?!?!

Loving and losing, we've all been there. You fall in love and sometimes you unfortunately fall out of it. I'm choosing to believe that it wasn't meant to be the great love of my life, just a chapter and that great love will come find me when I least expect it too.

And don't worry if you haven't found your great love yet, it will come and you too will find it.

Until then, be happy, be healthy.

-Ash.